i miss home so bad it hurts. i cant tell if its because im just not happy here, or if its because i just actually miss home. new summer plans: look up jobs/programs in CALI.
asking my friends, “what would be the one thing you would dream of doing if you had unlimited resources and skills?” i love the answers…learning a lot sang: fashion/car design jon: dj dustin: clinical psychologist (teenagers) quang: use psychology to help workplace dynamics its interesting who answers right away…I WANT TO BE ABLE TO ACCOMPLISH THE THINGS I LOVE.
at home, i have a few friends who are driven. grace, george, etc. being around them makes me want more out of my life, makes me just as driven as they are. i dont want to lose the fire to a conventional undergraduate experience.
being home is weird. i think mom and gizmo misses us a lot. snowboarding is fun, but im tempted to give up because im too scared of falling. bad, no? no drive…well yes drive but i feel so lazy. idk wtf is going on